I have had my share of blowjobs from girlfriends I had in the military which was long before I ever thought about crossdressing much less sucking anot...er man’s cock and heaven knows I had watched a lot of porn so I had an idea of what to do. I swirled my tongue around the head and he moaned. I then started licking up and down the shaft and he was really getting into it. I sucked on his balls and he moaned even more. He then put his hand on my head and guided his cock in my mouth. I was really. What’s twenty minutes of oxygen when you’re trillions of miles from the nearest rescue? They wouldn’t even realize he was in trouble until he’d been dead and adrift in space. Still, he soldiered on because, frankly, there wasn’t any other option. When your life is on the line and you’re staring death in the face, you don’t quibble over how many moments you may have left. You grab any last second you can and hope it’ll be enough.Convinced his suit’s air was working, he glanced up. The display. (And mine.)But things took a terrible turn when one evening as I hadJennifer down on the bed and was eating her pussyfervently I at first didn’t realize that Brad had movedup behind me. But when I felt him push into my wet pussyI reared up and told him no.But Brad wasn’t having any of it, he just firmly held myhips and pumped away. It felt so good to have a stiffdick in me again after so long, but I knew it was wrong.Then suddenly I realized that I’d run short on birthcontrol. The nights of kneeling by Mary's hospital bed, praying desperately for my daughter's life and then feeling her fingers touch my hair and her whispered "Mamma?".I reached down with my left hand and touched the other book where it snuggled in another side pocket. I thought of another old saying I had always loved. "Weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning." My night had been very long indeed, but my days had more than made up for them.I relaxed, folding my hands in my lap. I.