I looked into her eyes and saw her slowly close hers and saw a cheeky smile spread across her full red lips, She turned her head towards me and openin... her eyes wide asked me directly if I wanted to make love to her, I asked if thats what she meant about looking after my manly needs to which she smiled and said that she knew my wife and I had not made love to each other for about a month and that it was clear to her that we had got stale towards each other, I made to protest but she put her. I dreamed that night of the strange Hawkins kids, reliving the odd event of lunch. Instead of being paralyzed, I was free from fear, worry, doubt, like I was floating in a sea of calm.What are you? they whispered as we stared across the expanse of the cafeteria.Lost. My mind replied, echoing like in a cavern. There was no curiosity, no thought process, just and instinctive reply to the question.Do you fear?Yes.Will it stop you?The scene faded quickly as I gasped awake, sitting up and breathing. " Fuck." I sighed. "Check with everyone. This is why I need someone taking notes at all times." Sure Boss." He said, then hung up.An hour later, Ivan woke me. "Dinner's ready if you want to join us, Boss." Yeah." I got up. "Sure." I couldn't even remember the last time I ate with the boys.Everyone was at the table, fully dressed - which was depressing - when I got there. Dinner was good, but I was too tired to enjoy it. The boys were unusually quiet as well.Reality had finally returned and I. I felt proper dirty letting my mate do this to me. He stopped and he spit on his cock and he wanked the spit all over his cock. My mate, he stuck a finger up my bum and twisted it around inside me, opened me up a little with his finer.He said, “Fuck, you’re well tight, virgin boy!”His finger came out and then…I felt it, the head of his cock pressing against my arsehole. I wasn’t nervous one bit coz this was my mate who I was in love with and I was dead relaxed and he pushed and…his cock, my.