We're just going to let Amanda take care of it, and pretend that this never happened, right?" Right." "... I suppose." When we got back to my room, Lo...i and I climbed up on my loft. Amanda went back to Ed's bed. The only light in the room came from the window, from the street lights down below us. We curled up against each other. Lori sobbed occasionally, but no one spoke.When the knock at the door came I ignored it. Amanda answered it, I guess, or maybe Paul let himself in. I didn't watch, but. "You gonna be okay, buddy?" Dan 1.0 asked."Yeah. Am I supposed to be all weepy or something?"He shook his head. "Not like you had any choices." You didn't either, did you?" I asked him, remembering the story of him and Cindy."I didn't start the fight," Dan said. "Neither did you."Dan 2.0 rolled his chair into the middle of the office. "I saw the video. You made the right move. If you'd've hesitated, I think Malati would be dead or in the hospital."We'd all seen the video.Things went back to. Damn.I remembered that night well. Billy had driven me up to Lookout Mountain, which had long been the local necking spot because of the romantic view of the city. I thought we were going to have some hot backseat sex, but Billy begged me to blow him. Not that I minded. There's something about hot sticky sperm splashing around my lips that I've always loved. I remembered Billy had insisted on leaving the car door open because he claimed he was hot. Of course that also left the dome light on,. There was an empty condom pack on the lounge floor, and a used condom in the shower. I said nothing about it and pretended not to notice but I felt sick. I jerked off about it a lot. Especially since I found out he was having her in the arsehole too. Made me feel worse but more excited. I came home early another day, and I could hear voices. I hid in the hallway, and secretly watched through the crack in the half open door. J was, oh goodness, she was naked on all fours on the lounge floor,.