What happened next very nearly changed that. One Saturday morning, while Gary had taken our daughter for riding lessons, and then went on to watch our...son play football, our window cleaner turned up. This was unusual, because he nearly always came midweek.He was a neighbour too and I was good friends with his wife, Sally. Our kids attended the same school and we used to chat while waiting to pick them up. Dave was a good looking, but very shy man. Everybody liked him and he cleaned the windows. "What about his parents?" I asked. "I haven't heard a word about either of them." Car accident." He didn't sound upset."Sorry." It was a while ago. The thing that makes me sad is that I don't remember much about them. Sandy has almost no memory of them at all." That's a shame."I kissed his cheek. I kissed his neck. I kissed behind his ear. This had nothing to do with sex. I just wanted to be as close to him as I possibly could.He ran his hand lightly through my hair. I didn't ever want this to. You know…get to know one another better.”“That would be great Leah, I would love to talk with you more.”Trenton and I small talked for a bit. If only he knew what I wanted. What if he knew how I fantasized about him and how I wrote stories about him and I? I’m sure he would just pounce at the opportunity that sat just inches in front of him. Finally after almost a half and hour of talking I mustered the courage to fire in a probing question.“Hey Trenton would it be okay if I admitted something. Back stage the other girls asked Tracy if she had doneany stripping before, she said no but I studied tapdancing and ballet as a child. One of the girls said,“I’m thinking about taking your clothing and destroyingthem, so you’ll have to leave nude.”Tracy said, “After being nude in front of all thosepeople, do you really think that it would bother me togo home nude? Besides my mom, dad and husband are in thefront row tonight. I had no idea when we came here thatthey.