Willow is exploring the Hindu mysticism and Kennedy is being a supportive girlfriend. And Anya, in her ghost form, has been stalking Xander and Andrew... making them both feel pretty miserable.On the other side of the pond, Angel, Spike, Illyria, Gunn, Wesley, Lorne, Connor and Harmony survived the huge monster horde attack, with a little divine intervention from Cordelia, who is now back as a ghost. They have been staying together, unwillingly, in an apartment complex that Angel bought, until. ' And that's a quote. We can start there and go on--but I really didn't see how badly my mother warped me until I got away from her." She took a breath. "This isn't an excuse, mind you, it's a reason. There's no excuse for the way I treated you. And for that I'm truly sorry."Ryan took a breath. "I'm still trying to wrap my brain around the fact that your mother told you to sleep with me when you were thirteen." That's Mom for you. But it didn't help things between us, either. You know, it might. She had a pretty face, long legs and a killer body.I was fourteen and she was about a half-year older, not that it made any difference. She was sexually experienced and relaxed while I was sexual ignorant and very nervous around girls.I got pledged by a jock fraternity, illegal of course, and Linda joined what we called the "sub-debs," the stuck-up bitches that ruled our school's society.One sunny day in October, early in the school year anyhow, she sat down beside me at lunch, her jutting jugs. "Your hair is getting so long sweetie. I love how pretty your hair isnow. I know your father would have a fit seeing how long and pretty yourhair is now." I feel mommy running her fingers through my hair as shetalks. "Turn around sweetie, I will put your hair in a ponytail likemommy's okay?"I look at mommy smiling and all I want to do is make her happy and I seelots of boys and men with long hair and ponytails. "Okay mommy if that iswhat you want to do."I sit down on the kitchen chair and I can.