We were making out in my bed when I decided to bring the subject up."Babe, since it's my birthday and all, I was wondering if we could, youknow, try s...me anal," I said and added, "just this once," when I saw thelook she started to make. She was quiet for a second, I started to worrythat I had made a mistake but then she batted her eyes at me and smiled."Sure Timmy (that's me), we can try some, but if you expect me to do itthen I expect you to also," I smiled and laughed when she said. He walked out of her apartment without offering his number or a handshake. Amber hated herself in these moments. She felt like this anytime she had sex with Owen down in Memphis. He’d been her high school basketball coach who was married to a former player. But — the summer before she started at IU — he’d seduced her while she was working at a ribs joint. Sure, he was married with three kids, but he was always nice to her and had said they could be a couple in a few years — when the kids were. . You hear them say your name... That you're being fucked by some older man, clearly also showing them your wet panties... You couldn't care less right there and them, feeling so good.. Feeling so horny... Slutty... Owned...You hear the sound of people fiddling with their phones... A camera snapping sound comes from beneath you under the door. you notice the flash...Then you hear them looking at it together... Awed and horny... More people enter the bathroom... Daddy sees how turned on you. I liked being alone. I liked looking at porn magazines and videos. I knew the codes for the Playboy channel. I liked being naked inside my house and outside in the woods. I liked to masturbate!I didn't get my first car until I graduated highschool. It wasn't much, just a old rusty Camaro that at least got me to where I was going. I worked full time at a local restaurant and found a very small apartment to rent on my barely above minimum wage pay. Admittedly, I thought I was doing pretty well at.