I held back tears.“I cheated to make you mad. I wanted to know if you cared,” I began, extemporaneously.“I care.”“I know. Now. I wasn’t su...e. Then. You never seemed passionate about anything. So calculating and cautious. I thought maybe you were just… I don’t know. Just indifferent or happy ‘enough’ with us. Or maybe you didn’t take me seriously because I’m so much younger. I’m in love with you. All the way in love. It scared the shit out of me that you might just be going through the motions,. Dada ji – Bahu jara ruko mujhe kuch baat karni hai. Aao mere pass betho.Mummy dada ji ke pass beth gayi. Aur woh neeche dekh rahi thi.Dada ji – Bahu aaj tumhe dekhkar mujhe pata chala ki ek aurat kitni muskil jhelti hai.Mummy – Ye aap kya keh rahe papa ji?Dada ji – Main janta hu bahu tum kabhi kuch nahi kahogi. Magar aaj jo maine dekha hai, woh sach tha. Aaj jab main tumhare kamre mein gaya tha tab tum maxi pehan ke leti thi. Aur sirf meri wajah se tumhe ye pallu rakhna padta hai.Mummy – Nahi. Actually, THE room. There were nobodies here, but this is where it happened; this is where it ended. Andthen he saw something that everyone else had overlooked. Lying on thecouch and partially obscured with debris. He picked the object up andstared at it; instantly realizing its significance. He put it in hispocket knowing he would value it for the rest of his life. He wasn'teven going to declare it or send it home. No, he was going to take ithome with him personally, and the crazy. Nothing planned for this afternoon?” I said no as if further to indicate my lack of future planning. “Good lets go and see Professor James, on the floor down, it will do you some good if you apply for a grant here.” He manged to keep his envy out of the word professor, “that OK with you?” “Yes I suppose, but why?” I said. “Well the prof,” this seemed to be easier for him to say, “is always on the lookout for ectomorphs to do physiological measurements and Kylie is interested in the genetics of.