Slowly metamorphosising further into a person withabsolutely nothing in common with who I was. And I'll never be me again.And it's all too much to tak...." God Alex!" Kevin began. Our faces still close together. "I think I'msorry I asked. You're so uptight you're actually sending yourself crazy.I would have thought you'd realised. I mean we both know crazy prettywell. I'd suggest you get laid to chill a bit but we know that doesn'twork with you," he surveyed me cynically.I imagine my countenance. I should be at Fort Bragg for about a month. If they think I’m ready, we’ll leave after that. If not, they’ll schedule more training. Don thinks it will only take a couple of weeks in Nicaragua. Lt. Commander Ferguson thinks two to six months,” I replied.“Take as long as you need to make sure that you come back safely,” she said tearfully as she hugged me.After Sally had finished hugging me, Don and I loaded two grav sled tenders. The second tender was loaded with ammunition and pencil sticks. I had held onto the keys so when we got up there I unlocked the door and went in first. I flipped the light and turned so I could see Matt's reaction.It would never win any award for set design. In fact a lot of the decor was just plain silly but it was fun. Pictures of desert scenes adorned the walls, the carpet was a short, sand colored one. There was a king sized bed piled high with many pillows and draped with thin veils making it somewhat resemble a sheik's tent. I could also see mirrors. I spread my legs, and lifted my knees up and he started long slow thrusts in me, pulling almost all the way out each time. Finally I began to get used to the idea that it was not your cock fucking me, filling me, pleasuring me, lifting me to heights I didn't think possible with any other man. He continued for a long time, steadily thrusting in and out of me, fucking me expertly. In less than two minuts he was grunting and moving faster in me, and I felt him swelling more, and I knew he was.