-4:00- At about 4:02, the doorbell rang. I walked downstairs to answer it, and it was the girls. I opened the door, and as expected, Samantha flew...into my arms.“I missed you!” She said.“Hi” I replied, stunned. Sam kissed me on the lips and I returned it, but it only lasted about 5 seconds. When Spencer came downstairs and saw us kissing, I could tell he was jealous, because he took Madison by the hand and asked her if she liked smosh. When they were gone, Sam got down and tried. She said “on the day the ever-loving husband knowing it was the last wish he could grant his sick wife, met her in her room, in tears they said their goodbye`s in private, then he was led away by one of the girls.” After a short while to compose her-self again, “the lady had Joan undress her, assisting with an Enema, bathing her, doing her hair, and then fitting her wristlets.” “The lady smiling nervously as she willingly walked to her executioner, she had kissed him, which had surprised Joan. I got dressed in the sari and the coat and looked against the mirror. Well, my lower body was somewhat seen through the sari because the material was somewhat transparent. Nothing to do about that. “Maybe with sunlight, it will not look transparent” I thought. And my upper body, was almost fit inside the coat. I got back into what I was wearing when I arrived at the shop and got out of the room to go back home.I finalized the deal and stepped out. Then, someone dragged me back in and closed the. I don't know if it means I'm secretly gay, or bi; probably the latter more than the former; but I don't find 'men' attractive, only cocks. Now, I don't really care: I'm just me!So, having discovered this aspect of my sexuality, what to do about it? Well, for a few years, there was nothing I could do about it, apart from buy TS videos from overseas, and get pictures from newsgroups (there was no xHamster then!).Then about 5 years ago, I got brave enough to try out an adult dating site, which I.