There were others who would, despite the best of intentions, we could not arrange a hookup. Something would come up with them or me.After CL shut down...their personals I discovered a new personal ad site called Doublelist. I posted an ad on it right away. I was contacted very shortly after posting an ad. When ever the guy and I would arrange to meet something would come up with him or me. This went on for a month or so.Well finally on labor day, Monday September 3, 2018, we finally got together.. But she is just that good. She looks disappointed but licks off every ounce of man juice she can find off my body. I was exhausted by this point but there was no way that I was going to go this far and not go all the way. There was no way that I am going to disappoint the goddess that brought about all these new sensations to me without repaying her in full. There was no way that I am sooooo close to losing my virginity via actual vaginal penetration only for it to end right before its there.. Me dekh raha tha ke usne poora muh khol rakha tha lekin lund ka supada mota hone ke karan uske dono hontho me mushkil se phansa tha.Uska muh puri tarah block ho gaya jis se wo jeebh ki harkat nahi de payi.Haar kar usne supada bahar nikala aur use charon taraf se jeebh se chatne lagi.Bich-2 me puchhti rahi k araam mil raha hai ya nahi. virya rista raha aur wo chat ti rahi.Thodi der me mene kaha ke salma bas karo ab mera ras nikalne wala hai to muh se nikalne ki bajaye usne supade ko muh me talu. This is what you want. He whispers in my ear. I don't want to be there anymore, I try to say the safe word to make him stop. I can't get myself to say it. I discover I am gagged and I try the safe sign, but I cannot remember what it is. I roll around in the bed trying to make the dream leave. I jump awake when I see him draw back on the whip hearing it snap back ready to come forward and strike like a rattlesnake. I was glad when I woke and saw that I was in my bed. "You okay?" Nick asks.