To say that the CO was skeptical would be putting it mildly. He was sure that Suenee was putting him on.“We’ll see,” was all that he said, howev...r, and we were dismissed after that. I went over to commo from Operations. Meadows was there.“There isn’t anything going on,” he told me. “Take some time with your girlfriend and relieve me after chow tonight.”“Your Captain, he doesn’t believe me,” Suenee told me on the way to our bunker. “He will learn tonight.”“Were you serious about that explosion?”. “You know better than anyone the tremendous changes I’ve gone through since we went undercover. The first rule of honesty is to be truthful with yourself. Lately, I have thoughts and desires that would have been shocking to me a short time ago. I scare myself at what I’m capable of.”“Alex, that is something that happens to most undercover officers. To be convincing, operatives infuse their staged profile into their personality. When this assignment is over, you’ll go through the reintegration. But it really hasn't been fun at all. I'll say I've learned a lotfrom both of you and I hope to bring the truth we've learned here backhome."Smitty snorted and then spat a cloud of brown juice onto the sand."Don't talk about foolish things. We aren't going to get anything out ofthis that's good. I know I'll die before it happens, but the era I hopedfor is going to fly right out the window. Mark my words that thosealiens have something planned for men. What they'll do to the women isbeyond my. She also had feminine, cowgirl boots. He notice too, that she only had 4 pairs of panties, and not a single bra. Chloe told him, "We don't go out very much. She gets jealous REAL easy. Hit a guy with a beer bottle the last time we went out. All HE did was ask me to dance. Bouncer threw us out."He went straight to his house, and took her things to the bedroom across the hall from his and Julia's bedroom. It had a full bath, with a whirlpool tub, and a separate shower. His first wife had fixed 3.