I wanted to reassure youthat you have nothing to fear from me." You aren't going to tell anyone?" I said hesitantly, "I mean,hypothetically, if there ...ere anything to tell?"He shook his head. "Trust me..." He grinned. "I was going to say:'trust me, I'm a journalist', but I don't think that has a good ring toit."I smiled. "No, it's not the most comforting thing I've ever heard. Idon't have much choice though. I guess I have to trust you."He shifted a little in his seat and smiled almost. The next year I posted a pic of the jizzed up skirt as part of the event invite and had forty two guys show up.It was a little bit of an orgy as all the guys couldn't resist getting on each other's cocks, but the one rule was that all loads blown had to be blown on or in me. More than a few times, guys in line would get too close to cumming too fast while fluffing and sucking each other and their hard cocks would have to get quickly pointed in my direction so I could try to catch as much as. While having food dad said ‘ son sooner or later you will get a girl. Don’t worry about that .I just nodded my head ..Dad started to speak again ‘ your mother told me something is that true ‘Me : sorry dad I lost my control. It never happen againDad : son I am a man. I can understand your feeling. It may take years to find you a girl. My other sons bad name rise day by day. I can understand you can’t wait that long. I can say your choice is good. If you can keep it as a secret then you can have. Now I’m not a swimmer really so I’m usually a bit slow. This night I was slower than usual and I was the last out. After all, I had two pieces to put on rather than one. The bikini was pink and the bottoms were tie sided. The top also had ties and a halter neck. It was very girly.I snuck into the swimming pool and quickly entered the water. I stayed at the shallow end and tried a few attempts at swimming from a few yards out. The silicon in the bikini top gave me a little more buoyancy that.