His name was Leroy Washington and he had an extensive record, including a seven year stretch in state prison for robbery. ‘I would like to see the ...ideo,’ I asked Stan. ‘Rick, I watched the video. It’s brutal. Just watching it made me sick to my stomach and everyone of my men had the same reaction after viewing it. Your emotions are still pretty raw so don’t watch it right now. I’ll tell you what’s on it,’ he replied. He continued. ‘Washington entered the store with a gun. He demanded that the. Most mentored students get fucked in the shower. And I have to be his slave for a while and try to teach art naked. What hell that was today. Only after I’d smacked the strap on the table hard and threatened them with it, did the boys stop their jibes and requests to be allowed to do life drawing with me as the model. God, my arse is sore. And they made me buy the cream for all of their stripes too from that lecher of a chemist, as though I caused the problem. Perhaps I did, no, it was Dean. Each January she sends an annual report, including photographs, to one of my attorneys. David, my son, appears to be a happy normal child, who has been told his father tragically died just after his birth. I can only hope that whatever chance combination of recessive genes created me do not reappear in future generations. As a child I could feel my own parents glancing at me and wondering how this cuckoo had come to befoul their nest. My father was a physician, an internist, and I was subject. “To a man worthy of the name,” said Stacey. “Oh my yes.”Oh yeah, I was honored as hell. And I was embarrassed, and not in a good way. Toasts, formalism, all of it meant nothing to me, never had. And, all the while my wife, Rozelle Carter, held me back from retreating from the room. Boy did I want to retreat. The celebration had no allure for me, not yet, maybe not ever.Then it was time for a speech, so I was informed by the crowd of them. I say from the crowd of them because everyone kept.