‘Cassidy!’ His voice was strong and commanding but without anger or threat and she paused at the door, half expecting him to follow. She needn’t...have worried though. Manuel was still facing the railing, looking out at the City. ‘Go then, if it is what you want, but if you only go because of what you fear, then stay.’ He turned and came closer but this time keeping a polite distance. ‘In my life I have taken what I desired. I let nothing stand in my way. Is that not how you have seen yourself?’. If out of hours, I’ll be there.’ He listened to Elizabeth for a minute. ‘Yes, big things are developing here so I need Andrew. Yes, I’m okay – there’s been an explosion at the workshop but I’m safe. Yes, Jennifer is well. I must rush, as the Police are thoroughly investigating the incident. Tell Andrew to ring.’ He paused while Elizabeth repeated the phone number. ‘It’s most important,’ he confirmed. ‘We’ll be down next weekend. I must rush – bye!’ With a sinking feeling and showing extreme. Then I use my right hand & a backhand grip & start stroking to spread the oil evenly over my shaft, right down to my balls.By now I am rigid, totally hard. Because I use a backhand stroke, I don't pull my hard-on directly in front of me. Rather, I pull it to the right. I now parade around the house, making love to myself as I go, stopping in front of the mirrors to watch myself & admire my glistening hardness.It's difficult to explain how exciting it is to watch myself masturbate. The reduced. I love how you own me and take control of me.I remain silent as you pin my hands behind my back, and slowly drag my panties down to my knees. I feel the cool air touch my now bare bottom and I take a little hitch of air as you smack it.You know, sometimes I think you smack it just to see it jiggle, lol. I know you like that, but you know I do too. I feel completely surrendered to you at this moment and do not try to resist as you pin my hands back.As you make me kneel and then pull my blouse.