Realization hit her. He had driven over three thousand miles just so he could be with her on her graduation day. This was not some token gesture to sh...w he was a sensitive guy, to show he did not think badly of her. Joey must still love her! The rush she felt almost took her breath away. Then, anguish hit her. Those fucking fears she had! How could she act on what she knew if she felt panic with him?Did she really feel panic? Didn't she just assume it because that's how she'd felt with other. He cried out as he finished inside me. We were both out of breath as he pulled free of me. As I rolled over I looked past him to the lake. I saw a couple of boats that had stopped near our dock. I guess they had been watching us because when my son stood up they started cheering and whistling. I rolled my eyes and we both laughed. I grabbed my suit and headed for the pool. I jumped in both to cool off and wash off. I heard some sounds from the house and knew the other kids were. Between the stolen hits of pot and the intense sexual activity we were both exhausted so my brother and I curled up together and slept away the night. We didn’t fear discovery; our father never woke up before 10.After that night the only time we weren’t together was when I had my period. Neither of us gave any thought to being careful so the third month after I started screwing Max I missed my cycle. I panicked! For five days I was a nervous wreck. I’d never missed before, never been late,. She continued.)."I've never told anyone about this because I feel like such a slut (and I was beginning to wonder whether she was). You know we have a cabin in the mountains, in Ellijay. One week, I found that Mike (that's her husband) had clipped all the gang bang scenes from the magazines and put them under my pillow as he left town. So, of course, I read them during the week. We talked about some of them over the phone at night, like which ones were our favorites. That Friday, Mike got home.