She was late. Perhaps she wouldn't come today: that would be a relief; a disappointment but a tremendous relief.Tomorrow. I'd be able to talk to her t...morrow. I’d be ready tomorrow.But even as that thought occurred, the door opened and Amber came out. She was fully dressed, co-ordinated, in control. I watched as she carefully passed the key through the letterbox and turned towards me. She smiled. At me. Good God she had a pretty smile. And she waved. A little wristy wave, for me.I was waving. When you’re ready to access the net—and before you sign in to your VPN (Virtual Private Network)—you’ll need to insert the drive—and then I’ll need to enter a twenty-four character confirmation code and then, when the ping comes in, I’ll have to authorize your specific computer from one of my own.’ ‘I think I’ve got it.’ Within a few minutes, Agent Hawkins was into the FBI database. ‘Fast connection.’ ‘It’s essentially an SDSL line for the price of an ASDL with 801.11n WiFi which is to say,. I was starting to get a hard on. She excused her self to go to the restroom 4 minutes go by and my hard on was not going away so i ran to the batheoom hoping to rub one off before anyone noticed. As i was turning to go in the mens room melanie comes out of the womens room and ran into me her hand touching my cock which was starting to jam through my pants. She blushed and said sorry but all i could do was stare at her big breasts. Then to my amazement she said you like what you see. All i could. I lie to myself after each encounter. I tell myself every time that this will be the last time. I will not be at his beck and call for some ass. I would stop being his secret, his fetish, his private shame. I will steel myself. I will free myself from the hold he has on me. Like an addict, I head over again and again for him. I'll find myself standing at his door, like I am going to be tonight.I obey his instructions. I park around the corner, so no one knows I am here for him. I steady my.