I saw JJ in his chair and Sunny at the table helping him eat. She didn't look up as I entered but JJ waved his spoon at me with a grin. I went to him ...nd kissed his head as he went back to his cereal.I grabbed a cup of coffee and rather than waste any time trying to be civil, I just said my goodbyes as I went out the door. I probably wouldn't be home tonight much before 11:00 so I would miss JJ but it wouldn't be the first time. I left with misgivings but I was determined to finish this. I was. I still did not answer. Danny then got out of bed & left the room. I quickly got up & followed thinking I would just have to listen through the bathroom door. Danny did not go to the bathroom, he went into the room Chuck was sleeping in. I could hardly see in the dark as Danny shook Chuck saying, "Chuck. Chuck wake up Chuck." Chuck sleepy asked, "What's wrong?" Danny said, "Nothing, I just wanted to know if you wanted to fuck me!" I almost died. Here was the boy I loved & trying to. I had never sucked cock before, never considered sucking cock before... yet here I was with my mouth full.2. Although I wasn't a cock sucker, I felt compelled to suck, compelled to obey and compelled to do a good job."Oh yeah, you rich white men are all the same," he groaned, as I bobbed. "All hiding their true obsessive submission to superior black men... to real cock, man cock, big black cock."As I bobbed, this seemed ridiculous, who was the white man here? Who was superior to whom? Yet I. That all changed early this week.I had finished my workout, showered and changed in the now crowded locker room and headed out to my car. As I approached it I noticed I had I had left the headlights on. 'Shite,' I thought looking at my watch. Between my workout and a steam I was there over three hours, and sure enough as I tried to start the engine I found the battery was dead. I got out of the car and stood there thinking of the 10 kilometer walk back my house and the fact I'd need to come all.