" Her cute lil smile and laugh, clinched it. "Sure" I said "sounds like fun". I was wearing shorts already, We stooped at her apt and she changed into...a bathing suit, while I waited in the car (still firmly believing I was a gentleman and it was all innocent). Yea, right, in the back of my mind, I could not wait to see her hot lil body in a tight tiny bikini.She and I arrived at the spot on the creek, It was just after 5 pm, there were maybe a dozen other ppl there, A couple of couples had. Mona was alwaysdisdainful of me and couldn't see what Sandra saw in me. Mona said morethan once that I was a sissy and would be a better girl than I ever wasas a boy. Sandra and Mona discussed my softness and quickness problems.I knew there were no problems it was just that after an hour or two ofperforming oral sex on Sandra I was about to explode and often didsometimes as soon as I got in or worse yet before I got in.Mona introduced me to make up and Sandra thought it was a good idea somakeup. The doc looked at my arm and proclaimed 'I would live' as he taped it up, "don't get it wet for a few days Jimmy."Ray called the Coroner and he was on his way over, by this time Jess was starting to show a bit of colour although she was still shaking, Jenny was doing a great job of comforting her. I think it was more relief that he was dead, not shock, Ron sensed this as well and quietly told her not to say anything to muddy the water.The Coroner looked at De Vent and took a lot of photos; he. ’‘A better answer than yesterday. You are much clearer now.’‘The feeling is great and my body wants to do more. But the ‘mom’ keeps banging my head. I’m sorry. I don’t know time or what going to change me. So, I came with a decision before this go out of control.’‘What is it dear?’The word ‘dear’ and ‘son’ always worries me because I feel I should not disappoint mom. She had great expectation on me. ‘I know mom you want me to have want other man desires and I thank you for giving me everything.