Anyway, after a few minutes, I got brave enough to crack my eyes open a bit, and saw her squatting there in front of my CD collection, her back to me,...still in the casual clothes she'd worn all evening. Then I saw her head begin to turn, and quickly slammed my eyes shut again. My heart was racing, but I tried to control my breathing as best I could.I waited to hear the floorboards creak under her feet as she stood... but it didn't happen. I wanted so badly to crack my eyes open again, but I. I had been bugging him to let me start dating and he told me that boys all wanted the same thing. I asked what thing that was. I had always had a good relationship with Daddy and so I trusted him to be honest." He told me that all boys wanted what I had in my panties, my 'pussy' he called it. And he said that I wasn't to let them put their 'pricks' in my 'pussy'. Well, I'd had health and hygiene is school so I already knew about sex. I just laughed and told Daddy I knew all about that. He. "Pete, I won't sleep and I don't think that you will either. Come out and let's find a way to communicate." LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed at the top of my voice. "CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE?"No, of course I could not sleep. I was crying half the night feeling the humiliation stronger all the time and the deep insult. How could I face the world in the morning?I heard noises outside my door. Mother was sitting on the floor across from my door. It looked as if she intended to. “Both my hands are busy now.” Bill poured himself one, too. He sipped his, as he’d have his own hands full soon enough. And he did. When Carolyn came in and handed John to him, he went back to the kids’ room and put him in the cradle. He wasn’t ready for sleep yet, but he was getting close. The mobile would hold his attention ‘til his eyes closed. He went back to collect Paul and handled him the same way.The professor brought his drink, half full by that time, to the table with him. The.