Fetal position was my usual gig, but alright – I figured that sacrifices had to be made in the name of… science.My finger hovered over the space b...r of my laptop keyboard. One last thorough mental check – door locked, windows shut, headphone jack firmly plugged in and sound volume at a very comfortable 65%, check, check, check – one more deep breath, and I pressed the button to start the movie.And then I closed my eyes tightly. ‘Casey is listening,’ I thought and tried to relax.A knock on the. The doctor had told me that would likely be the case, between the injuries and the drugs. Admittedly, I was in no physical condition to attend an orgy, but still, it was discouraging.I could see and enjoy beauty, of course, whether it was the bold, blonde, overwhelming presence of Eva, the gentle, quiet strength and beauty of Julia, or the buxom, soft, full-bodied beauty of my favorite nurse, Angie, she of the sparkling eyes, quick laugh, soft, full lips and incredibly relaxing sponge baths and. I enjoyed my work but it was stressful. I haven’t a real idea of what else I might enjoy. No. That’s not true. I’m enjoying your company, Maureen.”“That’s a start. I don’t think I want to take you to the Cathedral tomorrow. I’ll cancel my stint there. I’m not an essential volunteer there. We will have a whole day, just you and me.”“To do what?” I asked.“To be together, to go somewhere neither of us have been. Any suggestions?”“Not at the moment, Maureen, just a question. Where are we going now?. She’s sure he can hear her heart pounding through her chest. Kelly can’t bare to look him in the eye but Kelly can feel his eyes glaring at her stone-faced. Stan doesn’t say anything for a minute relishing the awkward silence and her shame. He begins to walk in circles around Kelly lecturing in a loud voice, but she’s so nervous she really can’t even comprehend what he’s saying until he yells “bend over and grab my fucking desk!” Kelly doesn’t even question this and she almost falls over.