. Christ, how low could a person sink? Well, he knew he was going to find out; he couldn't help himself. He would go to the summer house at Ste. Agath... des Monts tomorrow.He didn't know but what Madeleine suspected something. She had hardly spoken to him after leaving the party at Uncle Gaston's, nor he to her, and the little conversation they had exchanged seemed desultory and strained. He wondered if she had seen him going off with Ginny; he doubted it, but then, of course, he wasn't certain.. "Hey, Kate!" Steph said as she plopped down in the seat across from me. "You look like hell." And you look like a bucket of shit," I said, then bit my tongue and shook my head. "Sorry." What's wrong?" she asked as she grabbed my hand to squeeze it."I had a bit too much wine last night, that's all. John cooked a wonderful dinner, but the three of us drank two bottles of red wine. I'm not used to it." I could feel her staring at me, but refused to look her in the eye."That's not all, is it?" she. First, he thought about wishing for a new job. Then he realized that what he really wanted was a life. He thought about the friends, the family he didn't have, and he wished that he could have them. Even if he was such a loser that he didn't really deserve anybody."I wish," he said, "I wish that there was a woman out there who would love me for myself." He tossed in a coin.His quarter was the 10,000th coin, tossed in for a good cause with an unselfish wish. The powers that rule over such. No, the jerk has to make it extra difficult. However, I'm not stupid enough to let him know what I'm thinking and I'm also not stupid enough not to know what is expected from me. So, I go down on him and start to suck him off. Giving him a blowjob is a homerun. I'm good at cocksucking.He obviously thinks that too, at least he pats my head as I lick the last drops of his cum from his dick and my lips."Well done, cunt," is all he says. My head jerks to glare up at him for a split second. "Just.