He chuckled softly ‘I told you’ then he finished himself. He rolled off me and we both laid there trying to catch our breath. ‘Tell me would yo... kill to save a life?’ Fuck my phone. For some reason I was embarrassed by my ringtone. I sat up quickly and got out of the bed. ‘Tell me would you kill to prove you’re right?’ I grabbed my dress off the floor and fished my phone from my pocket and silence it. ‘Crash, crash burn, let it all burn,’ I hear Jared sing behind me. I give him the finger as I. They were both very funny and I was a little attracted to them both so I guess I was a little flirty when Dan asked me if I had a boyfriend. I told him I did but it wasn’t an exclusive arrangement. He then asked me if they could buy another hour. I was having fun so I told him it would be another £50 and went to get 3 more beers, leaving them chatting. When I came back to where we were sitting Dan had placed 2 more £50 notes on the table. I looked at the cash then at him and he said “we can. He kinda looks like the cage fighter Urijah Faber and as we were chatting the words "ex boyfriend" slip out of my mouth and with that, thats all he needed. So he invited me back to his place for a few drinks and a few blocks later we enter his house. We made some Tequila sunrises and went up to his room and he started to massage my tense muscles and then all of the sudden quicker then you could say "flaming fag" he got this look in his eyes, ripped my shirt off and started sucking and kissing. Though I did not have much close friends back at home, I hadgreat memories there. The people in the neighborhood were going to learnthat I was death in the accident, and I would not be able to have timewith them anymore. All my past would be lost if I started life with anew identity. On the other hand, being a man without sex organs wasequally negative. Though nobody would know it except for my family, myfather's or mother's merciful looks would make me die every day. Yes,they would feel pity.