"RIONA(Saturday evening 1/28)Janet told Alyssa and me what they were planning on doing in the "line dance." We decided, well, shit, everyone had alrea...y felt our tits vicariously, they might as well see them, too!We formed two lines on the patio; girls in one and the guys in the other across from their sweeties. Guess who was directly across from me! From five feet away he was going to get the best eyeful I could give him.Janet started some light "stripper" music with a fairly slow beat. We. He stayed looking at my girlfriend for a short while and then moved off. However over the next few hours he regular walked past the window and looked in. Initially I was a bit angry that he was doing this and thought about telling my girlfriend what the gardener was doing but then I thought it was just a bit of harmless fun, and to be a honest a bit of a turn on for me, and if she knew she would be uncomfortable and probably start to wear clothes and pyjamas. I also started to wonder just how. I knew this was happening because it happened when I triedeating four raw eggs during my short lived weight training. Suppose tobe a great source of protein. I couldn't stomach it then and it tookall my will power now. Icouldn't spit it out as much as I wanted as the punishment would be evenworse, so I swallowed. I watched as Kiko licked her lips seductivelythen brought her hands to the pray position and bowed to her gentleman. I did the same.I can't begin to tell you just how humiliated. Totally stupid.Dr K: I’ll tell you what. You go and spend the next few days with the Davidson family. Go to school with Liz and her friends. Watch TV, talk to your friends, listen to music, learn to play a new song, do whatever inspires you. And when you get a moment, think about a better way of deciding when you’re cured. Then, when you come in to see me next week, we can talk about that and go from there.MD: But you’re the doctor. Shouldn’t you be the one to tell me when I’m cured?Dr K: My.