I really didn't want to lose Josh as a friend, not someone this alike. Maybe if I told him who Ireally am it'd be alright. After all, I'd a reasonable...excuse forlooking like this, I mean it wasn't like it was all my idea and I wassome closet sissy. Mildred and Sophia could tell him. He'd understand."Josh...er, I--I have to say something that you might not like..." Yes?" he asked, those eyes looking at me with a reverence I didn'tdeserve and suddenly I knew I couldn't smash his naivete with my. The way he'd taken him had been such a shock. The barging in while he was masterbating and then fucking his ass with her strapon had been a fantasy come to life. He wondered if this would happen again or was it to be a one off. He lay there thinking of other ways she could fuck him; other positions and places where she could slide her big cock into him and ride his ass.These thoughts had him hard again. He began slowly stroking his cock. He closed his eyes remembering the feeling of Jennifer. Finally Charlie rose and once again moved between Amanda's widely splayed thighs. His cock needed no guidance. It knew where it belonged, where it was going and neither of them had to help it find it's proper place. Charlie felt the head of his cock nudge just into the right place and thrust gently. The first inch disappeared into Amanda's very wet hole.Gently but rapidly Charlie fed the rest of his cock into Amanda. There was gentleness yet urgency this time. They both had a deep-seated need. I couldn’t let her go this time, not this time. “Zoe!” I groaned incomprehensibly. She slowed her pace but kept moving. I didn’t give up, “ZOE!” I now yelled in a muttered voice. She stopped at the doorway and tried to keep herself from staying. But I saw her turn to me in a distraught gaze. I could see the pain in her eyes. Zoe wanted to care for me, but her emotions were stopping her from seeing me. in a desperate cry I yelled from my bed hoping she was not gone, “Please don’t leave me”..