He’s the first man I kissed.Engaged with parent’s acquiescence on my seventeenth birthday, I gave my underage marriage consent, for security, to e...cape a dysfunctional family, because I didn't know how to say no. Engaged, he assumed control, ensured my virginity on the altar. A year later, we married, I just turned eighteen, he twenty-three. I’ve never known another man. Now twenty-five, I’m meeting my first real date. I’m being me, at last. Conversing with myself between stoplights, I rewrote. Anything she feels as "special" when I feel her pussy is just fine with me.Now she had my shorts off too, and my cock was as hard and as full as it's ever been. She was waving it back and forth and sliding her hand up and down it's length, occasionally squeezing or twisting the head gently, teasingly. It never felt better, bursting to blast off.I pulled the leg-band aside and tugged on one of her pussy-lips.That didn't last long...off came her panties at last.It was a sloppy cavern of juices,. I understanding that it was the right time asked her,” if she wanted to see xxx movie”she said no, but i clearly saw that in her eyes she was dying to see it.i said come on don’t be shy & stood, started the movie in their DVD player.i came back &sat very near to her that our thighs were touching ,she didn’t objected..she was getting aroused by the oral sex in the movie. When i thought that she was fully aroused, I started rubbing my hand on her thigh she moaned slowly. Then i started pressing. . you tell me you won't see me away from this library. Is it you don't trust me?" Jack ... please don't ask questions ... please..." and now there were tears brimming in her eyes. Jack stood up, looked down at her for a moment and told her he needed to get going.As he turned to leave, she asked, "Will you be back on Thursday?" Her voice was so soft Jack barely heard her."Why?" His voice was much softer than the feelings he had inside."I understand if you won't ... maybe some day I can explain.