. be upset, I won’t deny that, at losing two decades of a happy marriage, after an event meant to celebrate and express our love, over my ... mistak..., but I’ll understand. Before you say it, I also know that you fucked the stripper during your bachelor party, but that was a little less serious, as it was one woman, not seven, and it was before we exchanged vows to each other. Still, I honestly hope that we can make it. But you’re right, I don’t think that we can judge them morally. At least. "Have you done this before, Ben?"I gulped and told her that I had kindof done this before which was really a lie but what's a guy to do when his girl is rubbing herself all over him and massaging his cock until he just couldn't think anymore. I was pretty hard now and rubbing her slit which was really wet.Then she says, "Let's get this thing really hard," and bends over me to start sucking and I think I may blow my cork right there."Good, that's just right" and she gets on me and lowers herself. Tim smiled for the first time, like he understood but not making fun of me, he explained "I am not the kind of doctor that can help you figure things out but I have life experience that I can share, maybe the loss of your parents, maybe the foster homes or maybe you are wired different than the average person. I think in the end you should do what pleases you as long as you don't hurt other people." We sat in silence for awhile and I started to think, I thought I was ashamed but felt better. It can be terrified. It can scream and cry and beg. He looked over his shoulder at the men who was now cutting strips of meat from the skinless carcass next to them. That magnificent animal did not know what hit it. He never felt fear. But you, stupid piece of flesh, you are quivering with dread. It makes me want to fuck you. It makes me want to hurt you. And I always get my way. He had a knife in his hand and he was running it down her stretched side. I could see her flinching, tensing up.