.One day I gone to her House and as usual she was watching T.V and her husband was gone out of town on some office work. I thought of touching her on ...hat day. I decided 2 do it I came to T.V room and sit beside her and watching T.V with her, She laid for comfort her legs are touching my butt’s and she start shaking her legs, by which I decided 2 do it. I put my hand on her thighs, she thought it is common 2 every body, I started 2 move my hands 2wards up…she got me intension and said it is not. .. I texted the picture I just took of their lip lock and said you have 5 seconds to call me back since you just chose not to talk to me. She took it out again and I saw her get up and hurriedly walk toward the lobby.My phone rang, I thought Fuck Her. I’m not answering. Let her sweat. My phone rang about 10 more times. I watched as she returned to her table and sat down. Her friend started to put her arm around her and she moved her chair away from him. I got a text ... I’m so sorry. Please. She loved her tits sucked but her pussy was out of bounds. Consequently she didn’t ‘go to sleep’ if I was playing with & sucking her tits.Unbelievably after years of fantasising about it I eventually persuaded her to 'go to sleep' for us one Saturday night when we come back from the Pub. She said she might if she’s had a drink beforehand but I could only let him suck her tits & her pussy was out of bounds. So excitedly I bought some drink that she liked. On the Saturday night we went for a few. I’m restless. Unsure of what to do, of where to go. The whole thing hurts my feelings, and I’m uncomfortable no matter what. The cats eye me curiously, as if they’re asking me what my problem is. I finally decide to take a break, so I head for the front plot of land. Settling myself into the soft grass, I light a cigarette and beg my nerves to stabilize. It is a beautiful warm sunny day, but there’s a chill in my soul. I can’t enjoy it. I can’t find pleasure in the sun beating down on my head,.