I continued every day on the program until finally Danielle told me that I was at the right weight and that I would just maintain now. I was so weak,...I had no energy. I had lost almost 20 more pounds and now did look anorexic like models on TV. I never thought I would or could look like that but now I did. Contemplating my FateThere I was alone again in my room. It had been so long since I was a man. I was now contemplating the fact that I was really a woman now in every way. I looked. Would he still love me, now that I had been tainted by rape, sodomized, and forced into pleasuring a camel?I laughed inwardly.Maybe I was delirious from the sunburn.I turned and lay down again, this time on my side, and found myself facing his wonderfully beautiful shaft in the moonlight. It had retreated slightly, but was still extended from his sheath a few inches.At that point, curiosity and more than just a little a bit of horniness got the best of me. I reasoned that I would just take a. After sucking those beautiful tits for a few minutes, I couldn't stand it any longer and just wanted to bury my cock deep inside her teen pussy. I told her to lay back and once she was fully down, I grabbed the waist band of her panties. I think the sexiest thing is when a girl is laying down and she raises her hips slightly for you to get her panties off.As her panties came off, what laid before my eyes was better than I imagined. She was freshly shaved, smelled good, and had a beautiful. I get lonely too so I decided to come to you and keep you company. If you insist I will stay in my bed but I won't like it and will be miserable." She then got up and continued making breakfast.I thought over the situation very thoroughly for several minutes. Coming to a decision I said to her "Kim, you are the most important person in my life now that your mom is gone. I have agonized for many hours almost every day because she is not here to share our lives. I know how much you miss her and I.