“You’re my first love, Douglas. Of course I still love you.” There is silence for a few moments. “Please, give me another chance,” he begs...as tears fall from his eyes and runs down his face. “I’m sorry. I can’t.” Douglas slides off the bench and kneels down on the ground next to me. His eyes pleading. His tears falling. And my heart is breaking. “Please Jenny. I don’t know how to go another day without you,” he sobs. My hand itches to touch his face and wipe his tears away. I curl my hand. I've never had that. I want that, and I could have that with Hal. We've got a whole life together, and that means something. But I can't have it without sex."Hal is my husband, and I will faithful as long as we are married. I can't believe he loves me if he won't try to please me." She ended with tears."Do you think there is anything I could do to help?" It may not seem like it, Cal, but I think he respects you. You fit his definition of a man. I can't ask..." Yes, you CAN ask, Darlene. You. I protested I didn’t want to impose.She waved a hand deprecatingly. “You have no choice. Today is Sunday, nothing can be done. Tomorrow my men will go to nearby town and bring mechanic. Please feel at home. We don’t have many people visiting us” she told me.She dialed the number I gave. I called my parents, told them not to worry, I was safe. Then she talked to my Mom assuring her that she would look after me well.Ratan brought Tea and then samosas which were quite tasty. She told him dinner. ”“Are you available to talk sometime?” Misty asked.“I’m certainly happy to do so, within the time I have available. I’ll leave my phone number, as well as my email address. Email is probably best because I can respond when I have the time. If you do call, I may have to ask you to let me call you back.”“Are you coming back?” Ken asked.“The plan was once a year,” I said.“Bummer. Would you consider once a semester?”“That’s up to Doctor Barkley first and foremost, and then I need to clear it with.