If you put in the effort to focus on your breathing, then by the time you stop focusing on it, you will have realized you are just that more relaxed. ...ust breath and relax. There’s no rush. You don’t have to think your body into relaxation, you simply have to read along, think about your breathing, and you will relax. Simple. Easy enough to relax to the point you normally are at when it’s the end of a long day and you’re just letting your body unwind. Let’s go a little further. Wiggle your. " Shut up!" Derek retorted angrily. "Just knock it off. That just happens to be my father!"* * * * * * * * * *The Gender Identity Recognition Lobby?s most elegant evening of the year was their Christmas Dinner. Held in the banquet room of one of the cities finest hotels, it was the gala event for crossdressers from around the area. G.I.R.L. members came from as far away as two hundred miles to stay in the hotel, dress up in all their finery, and attend the fancy dinner.April and Summer arrived. No matter where you go or what youdo, you will be in heels.I dressed as instructed. What choice did I have? I looked foolish in mymale shorts and white dress shirt with my hair in rollers and mymother's bra showing fetchingly under my shirt. My legs glistened in theclinging hose and my lips gleamed baby doll pink on my makeup less face.I slipped on the flats and wondered what a pair of 4 inch pumps wouldfeel like. And how could I ever walk in them.I came to the breakfast table sheepishly with. Reality hits me that she isn't my girlfriend I mean she doesn't even know I like her as you can tell I'm very shy . After a few more drinks I decided to look for her one more time but now I can't find her. That's it I'm done so I go upstairs to pee and I see a couple guys from that wrestling team so I start talking to them and I almost shit myself when the one gauy says " did I fuck her too?"I said no maybe later and sat and drank. Here comes three guys out of the bedroom laughing and rubbing.