" Ok Mr. Williams."I grabbed Suzanne's hand and led her to the interview room. Her face was flushed. She was very excited. I bet it wasn't often that ...he was selected for something and her friend, Sheryl was not."OK Suzanne, please remove your blouse."Suzanne looked startled. She didn't move."Suzanne honey, I can go back and get Sheryl if you don't want to cooperate."That did it. Her top was off in a flash. Suzanne had nice full tits. Her bra was see through and her nipples were starting to. Her soft, fleshy mounds, her silky, bronze skin. I stroked my throbbing erection so fiercely I feared I was going to get friction burns. It didn’t take me long to cum like a fountain. I thought that would calm me down, but it didn’t. I was still lusting after my birth mother, yet still angry with her at the exact same time. The only thing that jack off sessions gave me was a good sleep. I fell asleep, dreaming of last night. How mom asked me to have sex with her so we wouldn’t have to sleep in. I really don't want to sound like a drama queen, with all the middle child crap." Oh, Sweetheart," I said as soothingly as I could while patting her knee, "I'm sorry things were that way for you. I hope you know that you're just as worthy of your parents' time and attention as either of your brothers. I'm also glad to hear that you've tried to rise above that stuff." I know. But overall, it's not a big deal, Lauren." Of course it is, Bridget! You are so special, Honey. I really mean it. The. Each time of anticipation had all those from the past coursing through my brain and my body. My body reacted with stimulation fired from those previous experiences like some Pavlovian training of my body. My work with Dr. Jenna had shown me what and who I was as well as recognizing what and who in terms of types of someone that I needed to be full. My time with Jake, from the first saving grace to now, had shown me what I can be by being released. That was why, around Jake, I seemed to always.