Just thinking wheres there something i did or didn't do i couldnt think of any thing. so i feel asleep (it was friday) so i had the hole weekend to th...nk. i got up around 8:00 in the morning.i got something to eat there was a note on the table saying "dear zach me and your dad are going out this weekend and will not be home this weekend.so i was happy i could sit in a tree all day. so i climbed the tree. i got to the branch i was always on. there she was crying. she didn't know that i came up.. I had tricked my father into coming out that night. I had stopped at a hotel on the outskirts of town and called him to say I had a flat tire. When he got there, he found me hot and wet. And refusing to take 'no' for an answer. I was determined to fuck my daddy as I had been wanting to for weeks. As I knew he had been wanting to for weeks. It took some doing. He wrestled with it. Hell, he wrestled with me (literally). But, he was no match for the lust that had grown between us. A lust I refused. He gave each one of us and I drank the entire bottle in one seating. I was so relieved that I can feel some saliva again but my thirst forsex is still not accomplished. Mark check up on me and said something but I can’t figure out what he was saying so I just nod and kissed him. He kiss me back so we start making out and I went to his neck and then to his ear lobes where he started to moan louder. I whispered to him that I love him so much and I did not realize that I was crying after I told. The funeral was a lonely time for me. Sittin’ on the porch a couple of weeks later I knew I was at a crossroads. It would be a big challenge to manage the ranch but I was sure I could do it. I did have a good offer for the place but what the hell would I do? I loved the place and always felt comfortable there. Mostly the place produced cattle – and that was what I loved. The ranch was 4,000 acres that was all deeded land. I had a few hands and hired seasonal workers as needed. The ranch had.