We were cordial and friendly with Ritu, who must be around 40 years but still hadn’t married. She looked rather nice in a pantsuit.She took us aroun... the house that belonged to an Italian CEO and his Indian wife, both of who are now relocating to the US and were in a hurry to sell off the house. It was a modern and chic house with mono-chromic (black and white) walls. I was surprised to see such a tasteful interior. Our tour got us to the kitchen which was surprisingly very warm – Ritu. Mai didi ko ladkhadate dekh tezi se unki or bhaga par kichad ke karan mai bhi unbalance ho kar gir pada. Hum dono kichad me pade hue the or uthne ki kosis karte hue 2-3 baar dono or gire jisse hum dono ke saare kapdo me mitti lag gayi. Hum dono bahut hase ja rahe the. Maine didi ko bola ki didi andhera hone ja raha hai chalo wapas ghar chalte hai par didi ne kaha ab yaha tak aa hi gaye hai or humare kapde gande ho hi chuke hai to ghum hi aate hai kya pata kal fir gir gaye to fir kapde gande ho. I slipped into the hot water and enjoyed, probably for the first time since the game, the simple pleasure of being alive. Even the ever-present feelings of wrongness faded. I had limited myself to basic cursory showers to avoid looking at myself.Now I was getting into the sensations of who I was now. I admit, the words Jet spoke had struck a chord. "I would have tried it."I didn't touch myself any more than I had to before, since doing so would have been a defeat in my eyes. But the time comes. Adam stopped the jeep and set the parking brake, then we moved as one into the grass and into each other. We held each other, we kissed, we rolled around and got dirty, and we didn't care. I could see the sunset reflected in his eyes and the wind blowing in his hair. Adam came early, of course, but we ignored that. The injection factors that gave him such a hair trigger also kept him permanently erect.Furiously at first, then with exquisite slowness we each caressed and explored the other's.