.the really deep, hard and fast.“Oh yeah...you know what I like....oh god...yeah...deeper...you bastard....fuckin cream me...oh...mmm...mmm...shit.....fuck...”J’Arnie was reduced to basic sluttishness. Pleasure dominated her young body.While Hamish was thrusting and holding her legs wide, she was bending her lithe young body upwards and clenching her cunny muscles. Well a girl has to make sure she gets everything she needs. And at this very instance, it was a second fuckin orgasm... as she didn’t. The young women on the screen were a constant reminder of what I wanted to be able to look like, and equally, my inability to either conquer my desires, or forget it, or become the woman I had so many dreams about. In my heart I knew I was going to do it, because even though I had secretly tried on my sister's clothes many times when I was growing up, and always felt like a clown, this time I would have my mother to help me. My mother's tacit approval lifted the veil of frustration and I felt. "Jessica, come here please," I said smiling to show I wasn't annoyed at her she cautiously came up to me I held out my hands which she took, I lifted her onto my lap, she curled herself up, much as she had yesterday, I spoke to her again."Jessica, I understood what you asked me, I didn't want to upset you by saying no outright," she raised herself up hopefully, I held up a hand to stop her speaking again, "But, I don't want you to rush into this, you have to think this out carefully. Talk to. I have often been pursued by women but never because of my aura and it made a welcome change to being pursued because I was rich. She was a bit older than me, which also was a pleasant change. Bea was new age-ish of course, they all were. Some were new age in a silly way, like Guru Gag, but Bea managed to be far out and down to earth at the same time. It was fun to never know if she would say something profoundly sensible or profoundly dizzy. She rubbed herself against me when the opportunity.