Then I said j dont care if you are not going to sleep with me then I am going to tell your friends about this. She requested me not to tell this to an... one. I said then fulfill my wish . She agreed but only for one time I said it’s ok. I said tonight we are going to do it. She was stunned. Later that night I spanked on her while sleeping she woken up . She said how and where . I took her to the top and told her to do a strip dance like a bargirl. On top there were heavy cold breeze . She have. In retrospect I guess that helped in getting me in thefix I am today. I'll try to explain everything as it happened as mypsychiatrist said writing it out would be cathartic. oooooAfter my Mother passed away it was pretty hard on both of us. Dadplunged into work and I saw him less and less. The ample insurancesettlement paid for the housekeeper Dad hired to take care of thehouse and look after me. She took over my upbringing until 1952 whenmy Father decided to. I was buzzed enough to function another day without my sexual memories hindering me. Half way to the bar one of the slender friends of the fat woman grabbed my arm and pulled me to the dance floor. She was white with red hair and cute freckles. We went to the dance floor without any introductions. The music was so loud words would have been wasted. I stood on the dance floor as she turned around and pushed her ass against me. She danced and moved to the tempo of the fast pace music. I grabbed. They were staying in a tidy little chalet literally 10 minutes from the beach and pretty soon we were sat on the decking enjoying a chilled glass of rose and chatting about naturist beaches both at home and abroad. They had visited our regular haunt in Wales and spoke enthusiastically about how much they enjoyed getting naked there. The first bottle of wine was soon emptied and it was only when I was half way down my second glass that I thought about how we were going to get back to our site.