I realised quickly that it was Helen and Christian, and I surmised rightly they had been out buying paint. The two were laughing as they went upstairs...and then all was quiet again.I continued my work, or tried to. I knew I was feeling jealous of Christian who’d got so close to Helen, and I again felt dejected that I had missed my chance with her. I cursed the interventions fate had decreed (or was it the fabled god or devil Sod?) to keep me away from her.I shrugged. It was better, I reassured. ." This is a different kind of question for me to ask, if you don't mind.But I'm curious. I can't say it exactly right in English, but in German,we would call Rita a 'Transsexuell' ... someone who was born a man but isturning in to a woman..."I could feel my face react. I was mad at myself, but I couldn't staycool. "Why do you ask?" was all I could say."Sometimes you can tell, while Rita is very convincing ... I know morethen a few Transvestit and Transsexuell." ... and sometimes you can't?" I. I smile and gladly accepted. I went to their home next day that is Saturday. She was very happy seeing me and the function was very good and had to stay at their house for 2 days at night she was sleeping the next room where I was, I was not getting sleep so came out of room at 12:30 and suddenly saw her sitting. I told aunt what are you thinking now. She told she is feeling lonely so I told talk to me. She asks to come to her room to talk as she was feeling lonely as someone might see in the. This is what it was all about. Everything was happening to him all at once, a new life, a new environment and a sweet, sweet girl beside him, to show him the ways of something which until then had just been a figment of his imagination. ‘I think I do love you, Carol, I really do’ he flushed still with the taste of her kiss in his mouth, her kisses were sweet, like she had been sucking mints, turned out she had, Everton mints were her favourite, she handed him one – ‘to cement out newly found.