The way things should, I guess I’m trying to say. Then something is odd, something unsettling: a new smell wafts through the airplane and hits. You ...ee, those one or two sheep back there are taking their very first airplane ride. Their first experience. In an aircraft. With all the sound deadening insulation humans expect — REMOVED. The aircraft rotates and climbs into the sky, and several thousand now very agitated, very well fed herbivores rotate too, and this being their first airplane ride. What the fuck is this?" I blink my eyes open and Ethan's bedroom light is on. He's spooning behind me like he always does, wrapped around me, and Nicole is in the doorway. I'm awake. Beyond awake. I skipped waking up and went straight to panic, my heart beat thudding in my ears. "Oh fuck." I sit up and thankfully Ethan's t-shirt from yesterday is next to me. As I'm slipping it on, Ethan wakes. "Oh my God, you're fucking her?!" "What the hell are you doing here?" Ethan yells. I hop out of the. His eyebrows furrowed as he remembered how I had been abused, nearly raped, and eventually shot by my drug-selling ex-boyfriend for refusing to sleep with him. Koeda had been there for me in the hospital but we had gotten into a huge argument that temporarily ended our friendship. I was praying to God that you wanted me as much as I wanted you right at that moment. When you kissed me I thought I would explode with passion I had been keeping in for nearly three years. You picked me up and pinned. Hannah was surprised at how quickly the heat was building inside her. Her hips began to squirm as it went from uncomfortable sting to painful burning. John leaned in close to her ear and spoke softly as she squirmed and whimpered."Ssshhhh, try to stay still for me, baby, I know it hurts"Hannah gripped the legs of the stool and tried to stop wiggling. She was only mildly successful. But John knew the first time was very difficult. The important thing was that she took her punishment, which she.