She pushed through that and found a small flicker of hope that made his thought was wrong. She realized the small bit hope was keeping him from runnin... from the room in depressed shame that might consume his mind completely if it went out. She pushed past that as well to reach the thought to discover what was causing such a high level of distress. She found it and went still. He thought he forced her against her will, that he was little better than a rapist, that maybe she couldn’t say no. There were still pictures of different guys dicks, both soft and hard. There were videos of guys masturbating, rubbing their cocks by spitting on the head of their cocks, or what seemed to be oil all over their shaft and balls and they would rub their penis with one hand and massage their balls with the other. Then I got into some weird stuff where guys would put a finger in their ass and jerk off until they came. When guys came it really turned me on. Especially when a guy would be fucking. Often times we would play board games, card games or watch movies well into the next day. For the next month we decided to introduce some porn movies. At first the wife was not into going over to his place. I went over and we ate some pizza. My wife called me and asked if it was okay for her to come over. We both agreed that would be fine. We watched some cable tv. My wife was in her pajamas and I could tell that my friend was getting a hardon. I asked her to get us something to drink. She. Shut the door, first gear,brakes off and forced my way back in to the traffic.Five minutes later, we were on the Princess Highway heading northtowards Sydney. I pushed the coach hard to make up a bit of time, Jeffwas right; it easily exceeded the posted limit. Forty five minuteslater, I turned off the highway to our last stop. Mount Keira has apanoramic view over the Illawarra area. The ocean, the city ofWollongong and the steelworks are all visible from this vantage point.Chapter Twenty FiveIt.