"A month later, they stood at the side of the river in Bordeaux. Father was dressed in white slacks with a blue shirt unbuttoned one button more than ...sual. He wore a white had with a black band. His belly was full as ever. He had a happy smile on his face. The dream of steering a live-in boat through the French backcountry had been his dream for a long time.Sandy stood next to him with her blond hair. She wore jeans and Bordeaux tourist t-shirt. She held onto her pink suit case. Tara, her best. I don't know what I'm going to do. I mean, I'm having some serious secondthoughts here...We did it...and it was like...wow. It wasn't like anything I've everexperienced before. I don't know if I really want to give that up. Imean, it was the most amazing thing I've ever felt in my life!I don't know what I'm going to do yet. We're going out to dinner tonight.I figure that'll be a good time to talk about it.May 15I'm going through with it.We talked about it for a long time. It's pretty much all. It's hard to say how I felt - mad, numb, disgusted and even embarrassed. I did pack some of my everyday belongings into whatever suitcases I could find. I had no idea what else I wanted in personal items. I just wanted out of there.I drove to a little rooming house that I knew of on the beat. I had my own room and bath. I could eat there at an additional cost but didn't take them up on it. I had no idea what home cooked meals were like anymore since Bev rarely cooked for me not knowing when I. As I was afraid of any pain and did not see the point of it all Petra!In my mind for long time I connected bare-ass spanking over the knee with very humiliating punishmentI gave in after his lectures about pleasures it causes and he made me so very horny I tried one timeNice way to turn-on from embarrassment being bare bottom up and hit hard, as his caresses are so sexy!Naughty I felt more after than before his spanking and caressing me, to come so hard bent over his lapEven now I often think.