The next morning I was up at 6 as usual and down in the pool followed by the sauna. While I was in the sauna, I heard the door open and someone enter... “I thought I would find you in here” a voice said which I instantly recognised as Mel. I smiled and said “yeah a creature of habit me”. She explained that she had stayed over last night and didn’t want to miss the chance of a swim and sauna in the morning. She had a bikini on which was struggling to contain her perfect breasts. They were. .. no hanky-panky without letting the other know, and certainly it had proved to be a beautiful relationship. She had forced the little green-eyed monster back into its mental cage and filled her mind with their prospective future."God..." she had whispered, a touch of avarice replacing her jealousy of the moment before. "Do... do you really think we can do it, Jack... ? I mean, get a bid to join? You know what it can mean for you. I-It isn't as if we haven't gone the swinging route before.... ”Terrified at what was going to happen to him, Shadow struggled. His efforts were ineffectual as the three powerful men held him down without difficulty. He recognized them from the streets and knew that Harry had helped them in the past. They owed Harry and would do anything to help him.Desperate, he said, “He’s going to kill me.”The biggest man grunted and replied, “He said it was time for the ugly man to disappear. If Harry says you have to disappear, then I’ll help him make you disappear. I. I began to see a ther****t and it was she who helped me to understand that unless I took control of my life I could not move on. It was then I decided that I wanted to live full time as a woman and began hormone therapy with a view to a full transition. It was at the beginning of my transition but I was already dressing full time when I first met Charlie. I was working in the beauty hall of a well known London store - the one with the bright yellow bags if you want to know - and still.