I know. I’ve sat at millionaires tables and I’ve sat on a ragged couch in a dank garage where a druggie lived and a lot of time druggies and other...low lifes are more compassionate. They know what it’s like to get kicked in the face by life forty or fifty times. I honestly didn’t know if I had a place in the world until I was in my early 20’s.It was during my first vision quest. I was doing it in some swampy woods in the fall near a river. I was nude with just a blanket, my k-bar knife and a. Oh crap! Here we go again, she thought to herself. The man fidgeted with the lock again and finally came in. He called Sara, but she didn’t move, he nudged her shoulder, still nothing. With a grunt of disappointment, he dropped the bag of food and left. After she was sure he was gone she turned the light on. She checked to see if the door was still locked and it was. Not surprised but still disappointed, she sat down to breakfast. How she had longed to be with Sloan at Aunt Millie’s right now.. Oh, I may slap a girl around a bit if she tries to short me on a night's take, but I don't beat 'em up. It don't make no sense. You beat a girl up and she can't work. She can't work, you don't make no money, you know what I mean?" Do they try to hold out on you very often?" Naw, they know it ain't worth it." Do you take any of your ladies to your own bed?" 'Course. That is, the "A" team. The "B" team, naw, not so much." Are you afraid of disease?" Not with my best girls. I tell 'em all to get. He had a small fire going in the fireplace (this was last March), nice music on the stereo and the lights down. We started with a foot massage using unscented almond oil and went to her back then turned Susan over. By that time she was very ready for anything.Susan's eyes were closed and Bob and I were silent using hand and eye signals tocommunicate. While doing her breasts and belly with the oil, we-at the sameexact time-bent over and took a nipple between out lips. Susan just took in a deep.