After a few weeks I emailed him and said i would come over on a Saturday night. I came over about 1am. He told me to park by a field by his house. ...his got me excited and nervous. I knew what he had in mind. He said that he would be out by the trees and when he saw me he would flash his light. He liked doing it outside. I parked and got out of my car. He flashed his light and I walked towards him. He was leaning up against a tree at the edge of the field. When I got to where he was he. It’s been nearly a month since what happened between you and Jillian.’ Andy gives Keith his glass of water. ‘I miss seeing you happy.’ Keith shakes his head. ‘You know it is not that simple for me to stop beating myself up. I’ve tried distracting myself in so many ways but…the thoughts just keep returning and they won’t leave me alone.’ ‘Then we are going to play basketball at the courts tomorrow.’ Keith looks up to see Andy staring at him. ‘Thanks for the invite, but I…’ ‘That wasn’t an. Doston aj 2 sal se jada ho gaya mujhe kahani likhte or jigolo bane pahle main paise liya karta tha par ab ek achi job lag gai hai to no money onle sex mujhe khusi hoti haiJab koi bhabhi ya aunty ye kahti hain ki thanks bina badnami hue unki sexx ki icha puri ho gai or un ladkiyon ka bhi jo sex karwana chahti hain or dil me hajaro arman hain Par darti hai ki unka boyfrend karega ga ache se dard to nahi ho kyon ki main ne jitni ladkiyon k sath kiya hai Wo yahi kahti thi ki unhe dar lagta tha par. I must admit, I even think about you and Tracey sharing a couple of guys between you! Very naughty of me, but my mind starts to run away with itself.My phone goes at 12:30 just as I start to think it’s getting a little late (by your usual standards anyway). Your message says – “Hi sweetie, me and Tracey are going back to hers. We’ve met a couple of friends, having a great time, don’t worry!” You sign off with a smiling devil and a big heart. My heart skips a beat as I automatically assume my 4.