"The hostess left and Mrs. West said, "That was very smooth, I know youdid not want to show your driver's license."I said, "Yes, that would have been ... problem; however, I really need todo look into changing my name, if I want to continue dressing as a woman:I need a woman's name."Throughout dinner I became more comfortable with being a woman and I didnot even think of myself as a man! I appeared to be a woman to everyone,and I had no desire to be a man. We were two ladies that were out. I love him with all of my heart, and maybe part of the reason I have felt so comfortable telling him all of my deep dark secrets is that I still haven’t actually seen him in person. All of our communication has been as I said, either over the phone or the computer.We have talked about seeing each other. We just haven’t done it yet. I really can’t wait to see my Daddy. I can’t wait for him to see how I have grown up. I’m not the little girl I was when he saw me last. I have sent him many. My boyfriend and I seem to have a lot of ties to Amish country here in east central Ohio. David designs furniture as a hobby, and has it custom-built by Amish craftsmen, so we frequently drive up to Holmes County to deliver seasoned hardwoods for different projects he's commissioned, or to pick up completed pieces. I have more personal ties, having befriended an Amish girl in college, and through her, coming to know her two younger sisters one summer when I was allowed to visit her family's. She regained her composure and explained to her receptionist that I was an old friend. We walked into her office and began to talk. God, it was so good to see her again. A nice looking man walked into the office, came over to Grace and put his arm around her. She introduced him as Rob, her husband and the love of her life. They talked about maybe us getting together sometime so we could talk about old times. I replied that would be nice, but right then she needed her computers repaired and I.