He stops talking suddenly to look at me. The whole class turns to me too. I realise he has asked me a question. I blush furiously, knowing I'd been ca...ght slacking off and not paying attention. "Um ... what?" I ask lamely. The class stares at me in disbelief, a few kids chuckle. The teacher looks unimpressed. Suddenly the bell rings, dismissing the class. I get up and swing my bag over my shoulder. As I'm walking past the front of the room, Mr Mathews stops me. "Can I talk to you a moment. It didn’t matter, anyway, he knew there would be no answer. He felt wrung out, empty. Maybe it’s better that we’re not in contact, he thought. There was only pain there for me and annoyance for her. Let it go. He tried. There was nothing else he could do, anyway. He tried to call her office, but was told she didn’t work there any more. He knew her home number–he had had it memorized for thirty years–but even when he was at his worst, he would not call her there. A few weeks after school was. "The minute I try I loose my focus." Try!" Bud yelled."I am!" I yelled back."Stop!" Harley's voice rose up out of the quiet place he usually kept himself. "This is not helping."The silence in my head was almost deafening as we stopped struggling with each other and my locking ability. The pause lengthened. For me it was like I needed to catch my breath all of a sudden."Listen Bud!" Harley growled finally. "Cooper doesn't 'see' this stuff, despite treating this like it was similar to vision at. I wanted to cum together.I luckily didn't have to wait too long, as he came within a few minutes of muttering, "I love you."Once we had come, we cuddled up close together. We lay there talking a few minutes before my phone rang. It was my mother-in-law, and my daughter. I talked to them while cuddled up to John. He listened to my sweet daughter talking to me, telling me about the plans they had for the day. I told her that I loved her, and told her that I'd be home the next day. She was excited.