I don't even think money was mentioned before now but here we are setting up security and surveillance, even rescuing some one and we don't even know ...f we're getting paid yet." Beth chuckled again."It's gone fast that's for sure. And that girl is something else. I don't know what it is but after you meet her you just want to help her out. Even know I ... I don't know there's just something." That's an understatement. I had time to talk to her. She has plans for that company she's trying to. Your going to suck my cock you little bitch, and your going to eat my cum. Then, when your done with me, your going to suck his cock, and then his cock, and then his, and you better swallow every drop. You got that?" I just shook my head "yes" in silence and he let go of me. I was still feeling scared as he put his hand on my head and pushed me down onto my knees. He said, "You better suck it like you love it." I have to admit that even though I was scared, I was also feeling a little bit. At this time I had no idea, just how much time I would be spending away from home.At first it was only a couple of days a month. It soon became three or four days at a time every other week. As I began traveling more Paul began questioning me about what I did while I was away and were there any men traveling with me. It didn't take long until I was thankful whenever I found out I was scheduled to leave again. By this time I really didn't mind being away from Paul who seemed to be pulling away. He read on. “Cuckolding is scary for her too. She may have spent years out of the dating game and feel ill-equipped to navigate her way. She may be self-conscious about her body and looks and have doubts about her sexual attractiveness. She may fear rejection. It's nerve-wracking to start dating again. What she doesn't need at this time is an emotionally demanding primary partner. You must do your best to deal with your fears on your own. Devote your energy to pumping up her ego and sense of.