There were probably things I would come into contact with that I couldn't even imagine at that moment.I went to the house and sat around trying to dec...de what I could possibly do to occupy myself now that I wasn't cooking all day. I really hadn't realized how much of my life revolved around cooking liquor, till I stopped.I rode the tricycle into town. It wasn't all that far, but it took about twice as long on the trike than it did in the cruiser but I didn't mind. What else did I have to do. I guess you can say its a weird thing once you get caught. You never know what to expect, what theyd do, how would they act. It all comes as a big shock to you, like getting hit in the stomach with a bowling ball. But, its worse than that. I suppose I should tell you why Im writing my own story. You could say its because Im trying to figure out what happened myself, or that Im trying to clear my name. Well, to me, its both. It began when I was sixteen. It was January and Summer in Australia,. He stood over me, his cock in front of my face. He pushed his big uncut dick into my mouth right back into my throat, I nearly choked trying to push him back, over and over he pushed his dick in making me gag each time. After ten minutes my face was covered in a mix of my own spit plus his precum. He pulled his cock out of my mouth and slapped it on my forehead and cheeks, putting his hairy ball sack and ass near on my lips. In one way this was a turn off as I was a bit revolted at the thought. After trying to babysit, she knows how difficult they have been. I neverforget her face expressions when I used to pick them up at her place.Among few people, she also knows about my breastfeeding. And she supportsit because she observes the effect it has on my boys. The children canlie peacefully across both our laps and suck my nipple. And mum pats themon the cheek and enjoys the moment with us. How I love her!Meredith: Women's hairdresser. My old friend from high school. She has afamily on.