Lonliness can manifest in many different ways, people can withdraw, they can become wild they can fall into a depression so deep that they do not reme...ber what happiness felt like. Mary sat on her bed, the images of a life unlived passing before her eyes. ‘How does a person exist without friends, without human contact,’ she thought as the tears began to flow. Looking at herself in the mirror across the room she saw a pretty young woman with piercing azure eyes bereft of hope. Her redish blond. I did visit home from time to time, but it was usually during the day as I was working nights. I haven’t seen my baby sister in a long time; we talked on the phone from time to time, but have not seen each other in about a year now.Sandy, my sister, is just getting ready to turn 16. I had just changed positions at work and this changed my work schedule. Mom called me and said I should come over on Saturday for a birthday party and some cake and to visit. I agreed to come by and figured hell,. The next thing is he pops in my hole. Once he is in me he pauses for just a moment. Never have i ever felt anything like that.There was pressure and surprise even some hurt and yet it felt good too. Then he just pushes all the way in me. There was another brief surprise as he slips past what i come to find out in the internal ring to the next section. He only stops when he is totally in me.Then he starts to slowly move inside of me. Just a couple of inches back and forth. The feeling. How long do you want? days? months? years? It seems like you are backing off.” She replied, “I am not backing off. I said I will do it. Just not today.”I replied, “Then let’s do it tomorrow. Tomorrow is Sunday. If not tomorrow then we will have to wait another week maybe. It wont be nice to do it during weekdays. Please let’s not wait for another week. Let’s do it today or tomorrow. Please?”I know I was pushing mom again. I was just so excited. I really wanted it to happen as soon. Possibly.