He awakened things in me I didn’t know existed, my mind swam and my head got light. I gripped his shoulders to make sure he was real. He began breat...ing heavily and moaning, God he was so gorgeous! He continued for about three hours, pumping in and out rapidly, moaning my name and kissing me over and over again. I put my hands on his hips and did something I’d never done before, not even with Dillon, I said his name before I even knew it. I’d never taken myself to be vocal when in bed, but once. _That wasn'tmy thought,_ I realized. _That was Karen's thought. I'm gettingbleedover. Does that... is it what Dad told me about? Is it just anaftereffect of the Link, or am I... am I taking that from her?_ I didn't know. But for the first time in a long time, I didn't look atmy face and wish I was more rugged, more masculine-looking... and try asI might, I couldn't push the memory from my mind. The memory of suckingcock.I stood there staring for at least twenty minutes before I realized Iwas. Then I heard, thank you, Daddy.What? I yelled, and quickly turned on the lamp and looked right into the beautiful blue eyes of my 16 year old daughter, Cindy. Cindy, What are you doing here? Well, Daddy, Momma went over to Grammy's house because she wasn't feeling well and she spent the night there. Also Johnny, my 15 year old son spent the night at his friend, Bill, house. You guys had a TV in here so I watched some late TV and just fell asleep here. Oh my god, I said. What have I done? I have. We were on the beach, more north I think, possibly Nags Head, the dunes looked familiar. It was warm but you could feel a hint of cool from time to time in the breeze. We walked for hours, talked about everything. Then we watched the the brilliant blaze as the sun set. The sky was afire with streaks of the most intense colours, reds from the deep blood that fade into pinks with orange and lavender. All painted on the backdrop of a rich baby blue sky. As the moon started to rise we spun around.