The closer the size to a large male penis the better the sensation, the more powerful the orgasm. The desire for something in my rectum would come in...a cycle, every 8 or 9 months, but the instant I came the desire was gone and all I felt was akin to shame or embarrassment. After years, the cycles still came but that feeling of shame subsided somewhat. fast foward to 33 years old.married, 2 k**s. out of a job and at school to learn a new career.Now the story about knowing yourself. I had some idea of what I would do when he arrived. I wanted him to feel welcome and at ease, offer him glass of wine, and talk. But my plans evaporated in his arms. The longer we hugged the more we started to sway back and forth, in and out. My hand went down to his butt and pulled him even closer. At almost the same time he moved his hands down from my waist and reached for me. The way he stroked my leg and then held me in his hand took my breath away. It felt so good to have him touch. I just knew this was where I belonged. On my back, spreading my legs for a big black man. He put his hands around my waist and pushed deeper in. I didn’t realize I was only getting about half of his huge monster cock inside me. For my first time, my little hole was getting stretched to the maximum. ‘Your pussy is way tighter than mama’s, baby’ he whispered in my ear and he laid on top of me making me take it one inch at a time. ‘You love it don’t you Brianna?’ In between my moans of pain and. “Carol, you’re here? We were expecting a couple of big construction guys, not a sexy woman, certainly not the owner of the company!” I said, while thinking to myself, wow, her body was totally hidden by that suit she wore in her office. “Not that we’re not glad to see you again, I’m just surprised to see you dressed like this.” “Well,” she replied, “This is how I started my company, I was the crew. I sent the boys off on a much bigger job, and as owner, I get to choose which jobs I want to work.