Believing that Zax’s killing intent is on the verge of erupting a second time, it was Garnet’s responsibility to conduct himself as he did and app...ase him. In fact, Mendor had an equal responsibility as they both were the leaders of their united groups, but he seemed to pick up something else from Zax. In addition, his assessment of Zax’s strength differed than Garnet. Not there he doubted Zax’s capabilities, but taking in consideration the state the Black Chrome Alligator was in, coupled with. She had never met the girl Susan but she worried for her. No one deserved the fate which she herself had suffered. Yet, if she called the girl, it would probably mean the police, maybe even Kyle being arrested. And when he was finally released, as he eventually would be, it would be easy for him to figure out who had alerted Susan. Kerri would become his punching bag once again. but, apparently rapings and beatings were to become a normal part of her new life anyway.And no one deserves a life. With you, I haven’t got the foggiest idea. Something told me it wasn’t right to ask you to marry me when you graduate, but I can’t for the life of me tell you what it is.”“Perhaps it was just physical attraction; a desire to have sex with each other. And because of our faith, we believed we couldn’t do that without getting married.”“Lust?”“Don’t you think so? When you noticed me, at fourteen, you wanted me, didn’t you?”“Yes.”“And I wanted you. And we only knew one solution, because of church.. "Cathy said so low that I had to strain to hear her, "I know a girl who will do it for you this evening if you'll show her how." You do?" I said, surprised. "Who?"Cathy put her lips to my ear and whispered, "Me."I pushed her out to arms' length and whispered, "You'd give me a hand-job, Cathy? You really would?"Cathy smiled shyly and told me that she felt sorry for me since I seemed to be suffering and wanted to try to help me. She said that was the "least thing she could do for her sweet big.